I have been a bit quiet here, because the theme of this account didn’t suit me anymore. The reason for this is a bit personal, but if you’re interested, here is why :) { ED trigger warning } So yesterday I finally decided to officially change the direction of this Instagram account.
Many years ago, I started it as a food log to try loose weight. I was insecure, without being aware of it, and covered it up by calling it “healthy”. But focusing on my food intake (and my body) made everything worse. It had actually made me the opposite of healthy. After some miserable years I ended up realizing I had an eating disorder. Now I’ve beaten this horrible decease, I still feel bad about posting so many so-called “healthy” posts. I would be so sad to hear if I have had a negative influence on anyone! Therefore, some years ago at first I stopped talking about ‘healthy alternatives’ and ‘going to the gym’. I even opened my eyes to other aspects of food, including ethics, but also the joy it can bring because food can be so delicious, and because it is often shared with loved ones. Since approximately two years, I couldn’t care less about anyone’s food online. It feels like a waste of my time. Since feeling better, I have come to realize I have other passions. Maybe beCAUSE of my past. Nowadays I’m studying psychology, aspiring to be a sexologist. Although studying psychology at a University is very educational, I feel like for me it is not progressive enough. I want to learn about society and how all its stigmas affect us mentally. I want to learn about all the stigmas. stigmas about gender, sexuality, heteronormativity, sexism, equity, ablism… I want me, but also people around me, to realize a lot of us are so fr*cking privileged! I am a woman, but I’m also white, educated and living in a very safe country. I think we owe it to others to not only be aware of that, but also stand up against injustice. Knowing change starts within yourself, and knowing my experiences are almost nothing compared to others, I am trying to learn about inclusivity. So if you follow me on this journey please feel free to correct me at any time.
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